07.23.25 - the great retail experience
my first journal entry here.... usually when i journal i like to write about my day, recurring thoughts i've been having, dreams (although i'd like to maybe make a dedicated page for dreams) and other miscellaneous business.
so.. that is what i am going to do lol. today in particular was uneventful. it was shipment day at work which is basically the most actual labour i ever do at my job. i am extremely keen on finding different employment as of late because coming back to this job was a last resort due to employment these days seeming like an ouroboros of preexisting work experience being required for entry level jobs. but i digress.
it is just very draining and i have a manager who speaks out of turn very frequenly and is generally a pretty negative and miserable person who makes it everyones problem lawl. i really want something better for myself and the idea of ever finding a career that i will be fulfilled by both emotionally and financially has been causing me great despair as of late. the wonderful world of being in your early 20s. i had pizza and a huge 7 eleven diet coke for dinner though which was lovely.
